Thursday, May 12, 2011

If I forget?



How will I remember you?
If I lose my mind,
I would hate it,
Not knowing you.
I don't want to not remember.
What do I do?
How can I never forget?


If you call my name,
and I don't answer?
Will you stop calling?
If you talk to me and,
I refuse to respond?
Will you never,
Speak to me again?


Please make an effort again.
Give me another chance,
to recognize you.
I don't want to forget.
When I see you coming and,
Turn my head away?
Know that, I can't see you,
In my mind’s eye,
I am sightless,
I am blind,
Because of the illness.


If I ask your name?
Please humor me,
Spell it out for me,
Maybe it will jog my memory.
If I go away, drift off,
Will you bring me back home?
Will you tell me,
that you love me?
Will you keep me,
from wandering off?
If I stop loving you,
Will you do the same?

Know that, though my mind,
might forget you.
My heart and soul,
will remain forever,
Loyal to your memory.
I may look like,
I am going someplace,
But, in reality,
I will be lost forever.
                           


Lucks a.k.a Sulekha

21 comments:

Kriti said...

Wow - the writer's block actually did wonders to you - what a superb tribute to the person you wrote this for. Awesome really!

sulekkha said...

Thank you Mitr, I have been scribbling since last night..meeting you was a catalyst. Thanks

Jidhu Jose said...

Wow...lovely

sulekkha said...

Jidhu,thanks a lot for your compliment.

JIM said...

Sulekkha we have missed hearing your voice. Welcome back. You come back with a powerful message that sounds very personal. All will be remembered when we meet in the heavenly grace. I will keep a good thought for you and your loved ones.

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sulekkha said...

Thanks a lot Jim, it's nice to be welcomed back by friends. I was struggling to write for quite a while.Thank god for his blessings and mercy.

Ardith Haws said...

I found this so touching! This is actually something that I worry about, and is one of the reasons that I write my blog and make scrapbooks. There is a history of Alzheimers in my family and my biggest fear is forgetting. Thank you, my sweet friend, for your eloquence and for sharing it.

Anna L. Walls said...

Aw - how touching

David said...

Powerful touching words about a personal topic. Thanks for sharing and welcome back!!

sulekkha said...

I have lost my comments, I want them back now....:(

Finding One's Way said...

Sulekha,

I would hope the same...
Touching
xoxo
Jessicaaa

Motifs said...

I also lost mine..anyway,Sulekha,I am so happy to see you here..even though I will not ever want to see you like this..I am there if u need me. And this has moved me beyond words.

sulekkha said...

@FOW, Thanks friend and hugs to you too.

@Alpana, You have always been there for me, when my mom was in the hospital, your calls helped a lot to keep me positive.Thanks dear <3

Swati said...

Lucks what a touching poem....it made me think of my parents, and of myself when I'm old...it's beautiful!!

sulekkha said...

Thanks Swati, It scares me to think of me not remembering my family and friends.

Abhisek said...

I always knew it's just a matter of time and you will come up with something really nice.Awesome post and very touchy...Now waiting for your next update on We Have A story...hehe.Do read my new poem here When The Heart Speaks. :D

sulekkha said...

It's so nice to be missed and then welcomed back by good friends. Thank you so much for the encouraging compliment, will def write for we have a story and read your poem.God bless...

Priyashmita said...

awesome....as always

sulekkha said...

Thanks Priyashmita :)

Rimly said...

Such a sad poem. Imagine not being able to remember who you are, lost in your world.

sulekkha said...

Scary and tragic, if one forgets their loved ones...Thanks for the comment Rimly