Thursday, May 12, 2011

If I forget?



How will I remember you?
If I lose my mind,
I would hate it,
Not knowing you.
I don't want to not remember.
What do I do?
How can I never forget?


If you call my name,
and I don't answer?
Will you stop calling?
If you talk to me and,
I refuse to respond?
Will you never,
Speak to me again?


Please make an effort again.
Give me another chance,
to recognize you.
I don't want to forget.
When I see you coming and,
Turn my head away?
Know that, I can't see you,
In my mind’s eye,
I am sightless,
I am blind,
Because of the illness.


If I ask your name?
Please humor me,
Spell it out for me,
Maybe it will jog my memory.
If I go away, drift off,
Will you bring me back home?
Will you tell me,
that you love me?
Will you keep me,
from wandering off?
If I stop loving you,
Will you do the same?

Know that, though my mind,
might forget you.
My heart and soul,
will remain forever,
Loyal to your memory.
I may look like,
I am going someplace,
But, in reality,
I will be lost forever.
                           


Lucks a.k.a Sulekha

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

THANK YOU



For, being there for me, in spite,
of life’s numerous demands.
Thank you for your concern,
for my well-being and sanity.
For, not letting me get lost.
For, being my pillar of strength,
When I needed you the most.

Your comforting presence,
kept me from going insane.
The mere thought of your,
Caring and affectionate heart,
prevented me from freaking out,
due to the uncertainty n pain.

You didn’t let me drown,
wouldn’t let me fall.
You helped me think positive,
Be brave and strong.
Because of your support and love,
I held on and withstood it all.

Don’t know what I’d have done,
would have collapsed.
Had it not been for you,
I’d have perished,
given up hope.
I would have surely,
Shrivelled up and died.
Without you by my side,
I wouldn’t have survived.




Lucks  a.k.a  Sulekha

Sunday, April 24, 2011

When You Come...


When You come….

When you come and tell me,
Why you haven’t called?
Why you haven’t tried to be in touch.
Why, in spite of missing me a lot,
You haven’t tried to be here at all?

I will smile, my sad sweet smile,
And look into your warm eyes.
Sexy, mesmerising eyes, and say,
Darling, I understand.
You don’t need to explain.
If you could be here sooner,
You would come without any delay.

I trust you, to do the right thing,
I know you will come through.
It’s just that, waiting is hell,
And no contact with you is,
Damaging to my mind,
Can’t you tell?

Though I have an unshakeable,
Belief in your sincere feelings,
I sometimes, stumble and fall,
Into the trap of self-doubt.
Indulge in self-pity and be the,
Tragedy queen, of all.

I know you care, I know you’ll call.
You’ll definitely come,
as soon as you can.
Until then, I will go quietly mad,
Trying to remain forever happy,
And never be, even a bit sad.




Lucks aka Sulekha

Girl on the swing...


Girl on the swing…


“Why doesn’t he forgive me? What’s my crime? I fell in love with a boy, whom my parents didn’t like, that’s my crime.”

 Siya tries to think of something to say or do to make her parents, especially her father, forgive her. Mr Ram Kapoor has disinherited his daughter and thrown her out of his house and heart too. But Siya, remains seated on the swing on the lawns of her father’s palatial bungalow, hoping to melt his heart and beg for forgiveness for the attempted elopement that took place two weeks ago. She sees her father’s car approaching and gets off the seat and waves at her dad, he simply stares at her for a brief moment and turns his face away, driving off towards the house. Siya is stunned and so hurt at this rejection, tears spill out of her beautiful eyes.

Siya is the only child of the richest businessman of Meethapur, her father Ram Kapoor owns the whole city. He adores his lovely 19year old daughter and fulfils all her demands. One day, on the way to college, Siya’s car breaks down and Rajat, who happens to be studying in the same college, helps her out by offering her a lift on his bike. And the rest as they say is history. Siya and Rajat fall in love so deep, that they cannot live without each other.

Rajat and Siya bunk classes and go for movies at the only cinema-hall in the city, Gagan Cinema. Siya loves these outings because she can sit with her head resting on his broad shoulder and her hand on his rapidly beating heart. She loves playing with the hair covering his chest. Some days these two dare to even steal a kiss or two during the climax of the movie, but they always make sure to rush out before the lights come on. But because it is the only movie hall in the area, the love-birds are spotted and reported back to her parents by the meddling good Samaritans.

“How dare you make me the laughing stock of the entire city?” thunders Mr Kapoor, and Siya starts trembling. She has never seen him so angry and out of control, “But Daddy, we love each other and want to get married.” Siya’s remark adds fuel to the fire and Mr Kapoor looks at Siya with something akin to disgust on his face, “Love?”, “ What do you know of love my dear?”, he asks sarcastically of his beloved daughter. “Love doesn’t conquer all, like in the movies, you have to have money to survive and be happy. He cannot give you what you are accustomed to, you will never be happy with him.” Siya tries once more to let him know just what Rajat and his love means to her,” Daddy, he is my soul-mate, the missing piece of my heart. I can never be happy with anybody else, please meet with him once and see for yourself.”

“No, never….And you will also never meet him again, it’s my order or I will disinherit you and then see how fast he turns tail and runs away.” Saying this, Mr Kapoor walked out the door. Siya is stunned, “How can Daddy be so judgemental and obstinate? I will run away with Rajat and then see how he doesn’t accept us.” Siya calls up Rajat and tells him about her plan; Rajat is apprehensive but gives in to Siya’s hysterical ramblings. They decide to run away in the early hours of the morning and at 4 a m, Siya and Rajat slip out of the main gate of Kapoor mansion never to return again.

On reaching the railway station, they realise that it’s not easy running away at the age of 19 and keeping house. They decide to wait for a couple of years and then try and change their parent’s minds. Rajat drops Siya off near the corner of her house and rushes off to his place, before his parents wake up and Siya, lost in her thoughts steps off the kerb, and is instantly run over by a truck, driven by a drunk driver. She dies instantly and the screeching of the brakes wakes up her family members. 

Her father picks up her bloodied form in his arms and cries, inconsolably. “I am sorry Siya, Please forgive me. I should have listened to you, come back to me. I will get you married off to Rajat.” But it’s too late and Siya is long gone from this heartless world.

Siya’s soul remains seated on the swing, and the servants swear that they see her ghost at night. She keeps saying, “Daddy I love you, please forgive me for hurting you but I can’t live without Rajat. Please accept him as your son-in-law.”

The swings makes a creaking sound and the breeze turns chilly……



Lucks aka Sulekha



Friday, April 22, 2011

MUSE



My Muse


My muse inspires me to write,
to put my feelings down on paper.
I pen my thoughts and let,
the world see, the true Me.


Your slight nod, is like a million,
pats on the back.
hint of a smile from your lips,
Is like a thunderous roar,
of a thousand fans,
cheering me on, to excel.


Your tiniest nudge of encouragement,
Is like a push in the right direction.
Your support motivates me,
To give my all and make you proud,
of my accomplishments.


Be my silent inspiration,
My guiding light and ,
my destination.
I run towards you with,
Blindfolded eyes and,
Outstretched arms.
Catch me before I fall,
You are my end all and be all.






 Lucks aka Sulekha





Tuesday, April 19, 2011

You

"You"

Your quiet strength,
Gives me hope.
With your support,
I can cope with almost,

anything that transpires,
In my turbulent life.

With you by my side,
I feel invincible and
Ready to take on all.
One word from you is,
Enough to break my fall.
It makes the spinning of
The world stop.
My whole Universe is you.

Whenever I am,

overwhelmed by the,
Endless misfortunes,

 coming my way.
I close my eyes n see,
Your calm face.
The vision gives me hope,
to sweep them aside,

March ahead,
at a fast pace.

You motivate me.
Make my doubts vanish.
My fears perish,
In the aftermath,

 of my courage.
You give me the,

 inspiration to shine.
To dispel the gloom of,
Negativity.
You are my lucky charm,
Whom I cherish.

You take me,

 to greater heights.
Help me reach for the stars.
Show me the,

 hidden strengths and sights,
Of pure genius and
Brightly lit nights.

You n me complete,
the picture.
You make me,
believe in me.
Thank you, 

for being there for me.


Lucks aka Sulekha

Sunday, April 17, 2011

MEME AWARD


MEME AWARD
Tag–I’m it. David, the talented author of the blog, http://erinsdomain.blogspot.com/
has tagged me with a MEME. I am to answer a few questions about myself then pass the MEME on to other bloggers I enjoy. It’s a fun, getting to know you, assignment.

Here goes:

1If you could go back in time to relive one moment, what would it be?

I would visit my Dad in the hospital and tell him that I Love Him a lot.

2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?

I would change the choices I made when I was young.

3. What movie or TV character do you think you resemble most in personality?

 Sandra Bullock in Forces of Nature



4. Which TV or movie character would you like to be?

Sabrina in Archie’s



5. If you could push one person in the whole world off a cliff and get away with it, who would it be?

Whoever harms my family

6. Name one habit you want to change in yourself.

My impulsive nature

7. Describe yourself in one word.

Psychic


8. Describe the person who named you in this MEME in one word.

 Sensitive

9. Why do you blog? Answer in one sentence.

To remain sane in this insane world.


10. Name at least 3 people or more to send this MEME, and then inform them.








These blogs are sweet, sensitive and wonderful. They inspire me and are full of the most beautiful articles and poems. All are worthy of repeated visits, please check them out!!



Thank you to David for tagging me with a MEME!! I too have a friend named Sparky, like your Erin and your posts touch my heart. God bless …..