Thursday, February 24, 2011

Soul Writings

I write from the depths of my soul.
Dip my pen into my heart and ,
let the blood drip on the pages,
colouring them crimson.
It shrieks 'Danger', beware of,
the ramblings of the crazy writer,
she's demented and insane, beware.

My writings are tainted with my,
clotting, congealing blood,
hence the stench of grief and pain.
You can smell my rotting flesh and,
dried up stinking blood.
And you are assailed by the whiff,
of my despair and agony.

With each stroke of my pen,
I bleed some more onto the pages,
staining them, soaking them ,
with my lonely outpourings,
my tragic heartbreak,
my despondent feelings,
and poignant emotions.

I cry while writing and the ink,
runs, smudging the pristine papers,
with a tinge of sorrow, grief and,
unbearable agony and ecstasy.
Agony of heartache and ecstasy of Love.

Lucks aka Sulekha

20 comments:

Kriti said...

Again Mitr - are you for real???? Really???? Fantastic and kind of goes with the mood I am in.

sulekkha said...

Same here, feeling so sad. Thanks Mitr.

Ardith Haws said...

This is really heart-wrenching. I hope that this honest type of writing is therapeutic and you are finding the comfort you are needing.

Thank you so much for putting Ardith's Quest on your blog list. That is very cool. ;-)

Feel better.

sulekkha said...

Ardith, we are a different breed altogether, crazy and confused but writing does help a lot. Your blog is excellent hence on my list :)
thanks.

JIM said...

wow this is raw,, You must be really low and I'm sorry to hear that. I hope your putting this on paper helps you see a way out of the sadness.

By the way I was having a small snack before bed when I read
My writings are tainted with my,
clotting, congealing blood,
hence the stench of grief and pain.
You can smell my rotting flesh and,
dried up stinking blood.
Instead I had a glass of water lol
Have a good day and be well!!

Jim said...

" ...with my lonely outpourings"

You are never alone.

sulekkha said...

@Jim, some days nothing helps, and on other days it does. You have a good day too,thanks.

@Jim, aren't we all? thanks.

Nandini said...

so true n such real feelings..
Don knw y..but sumtyms we feel so low....jus lyk that...nothin seems to please us...we feel lyk loosers....we don want to knw y...we jus feel lyk crying...n we feel better...don knw y...
lyf is lyk that...but it Rocks!!!
U Rock too Sulekha!!
:)

David said...

Hope you feel better soon, tomorrow is a new beginning in life. That's the great thing about sorrow and sadness, it always passes with time. Like you, writing helps me greatly in the low periods. Have a great day!!!

sulekkha said...

@Nandini, thanks for the rocking compliment.
like you say in your blog, Yeh saali zindagi :)

@David, thanks and wish you the same, writing helps a lot.

Roy Durham said...

don't bleed out i want to read more, great poem and post keep it coming. with great joy i read.

sulekkha said...

Thanks Roy, really really appreciate your heartwarming compliments.

Papercut Doll said...

WOW - I can feel your pain as you write, bearing yourself to your pages through your words. Awesome post

sulekkha said...

Thanks, SJ. Some days one just writes, without thinking...today was such a day.

Swati said...

Wonderful dearest Lucks...compile all these lovely pieces and publish a book!! You rock girl!!

sulekkha said...

Thanks a ton, SS, you inspire me to.

Rimly said...

Wow what strong imagery Outlier. Heart wrenching.

sulekkha said...

Thanks Rimly, it is a bit much, one of those days..

Sheba said...

I almost smelt blood... and it was sweet!! <3

sulekkha said...

Thanks, Chokher :). You are the best <3